Monday, November 10, 2008

To Ovulation...........And Beyond!

I decided that I would bring my OPK strip to work so that I could test today. I want to make sure I don't miss that window. I have a crap load of EWCM and I was sure I would O tomorrow. I took the test and I am close but....no cigar. I am pretty sure I will get my positive tomorrow and O on Wednesday. I feel as if my ovaries are going to explode!

Bad O pains this time around. I am grateful that I actaully feel them this cycle. Last cycle I think I had a sub par ovulation and that wasn't apparent until this cycle when the pains and abundance of fertile CM showed. I am going to use this to my advantage of course and plan several BD sessions with Babe. He will be so pleased!

I am just trying to stay optimistic about this cycle. I know the dreaded TWW is going to be murder on me but I have been through it before so I know what to expect. Just hoping this time won't end is sheer and utter disappointment like it usually does. I mentioned to my friend C that Babe and I were considering IUI for February. She was pretty supportive and that was a relief. I am so tired of all of the comments about how we should just be patient or stop trying so hard.

Hello people it's called (in)fertility. Although I would like to consider Babe and myself subfertile. It makes me upset that people think it is so easy to become pregnant. Like being subfertile has a cure which consists of relaxing and starting adoption paperwork. Geeze.............

2 comments:

Jennifer Terrero said...

Remember... you have me cheering you on!!!!! :)

Anonymous said...

Ok I really hope you meant C. F. and not C. P. Although I like her tons, I hope I was the friend who was "pretty supportive". Otherwise just let me know and I'll slap myself across the head. :P

Carla F!!