A Me Day

I thought I would use this post as a me post. I usually don't complain about much and so I will continue to keep with that tradition and I won't complain about "much" today. I will complain about the fact that men are so hard to understand sometimes and I am still amazed at how a silly situation can put me in such a sour mood. I won't elaborate....just know that today is not a good day for me.

On a happier note I am so glad that the election went the way it did. I am pleased with the outcome and I pray that our president has a smooth four year term. I am also moved that so many people "rocked their vote" for this monumental occasion. Enough on that...

There is no real news on the babymaking front. I am currently waiting to ovulate and I am curious as to how this new product will work for Babe and I. I have heard many many great things about it and I figured it wouldn't hurt to try. That way at least "I feel like I am doing something". Mom has been saying that "it will happen" before the new year. Well we only have two shots before the new year rings in so I sure hope I don't disappoint her...No pressure! I am thrilled to be moving ahead, towards a purpose, though. Mom asked me if I felt hopeful this month and I wish I could have been in a position to say yes. I am not.

Even Babe is feeling discouraged about the process and I could tell by our brief conversation last night. It went something like this:

• (Babe) [Gives me a high five after Obama is announced as elected president] - November is a good month huh?
• (Me) - Yep, it sure is.
• (Babe) - This week Obama wins and next week a wedding [He meant our anniversary], we get the day off [because we got married on a holiday], and it's Thanksgiving.
• (Me) - [Smiles] ...and we are going to get pregnant this month!
• (Babe) - We are going to try. Hopefully it is in God's will.
• (Me) - We will get pregnant this month. This is our month...

*Please God let us get pregnant this month!