I have some major mixed emotions about this month. I have felt so many different emotions over the past months of ttc. I told mom last night that I just can't bear to get excited just to be let down again. I try to get mom to understand that I do believe God has a plan for us and that we have to believe, trust and have faith that it will happen. I do believe it will happen but it is so hard staying positive when all you keep getting are Big Fat Negatives!
The Preseed came in the mail last night. That does give me a bit of encouragement. If nothing else it will be exciting to add a new product to our bedroom repertoire. It came in this discreet package which was all James Bond secret agent style. I felt the need to run in the bathroom, lock the door, and decode the secret message which hopefully contained the key to achieving pregnancy. All in all it was pretty disappointing to see that there were just six individual applicators in a fairly simple package. It did come with a variety of reading material about various (in)fertility products which I read in the tub last night. Plus, there were two free pregnancy tests included so that in itself was worth the purchase.
I am hoping that with a lot of praying and positive thinking along with the Preseed will do the trick this cycle. If not...it's on to cycle 8.
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