Yes, sweet delicious chocolates. While I am sure Forest Gump was very profound when he used the analogy of chocolates and life he obviously didn't consider that chocolate is rich, sweet, and delicious...none of which my life is right now. And unfortunately it is true that you never know what you are going to get.
I am 8DPO today and almost certain that I am not going to be getting that Thanksgiving surprise that I have been praying for. And yes, I did say almost certain because no one is ever 100% certain of anything...there is always that itsi bitsi exception. And of course being 8DPO I am really feeling more anxious about what next week may hold for Babe and I. I really want to make his dreams come true by announcing that we beat the odds by becoming pregnant.
So if life really was like a box of chocolates then I wouldn't be so bitter. Bitter because Babe and I have tried everything under the sun in an attempt to become pregnant. We have tried Praying, Charting, Robitussin, Praying more, Acteyl L Carnitene, Preseed, Hip Elevation, Praying harder, Laying for 30 minutes, Fertili Tea, OPK Strips, Pineapple Juice, Grapefruit Juice, Vitamins, Clomid, and yes....Relaxing! We have even resorted...correction, I have resorted to Begging God to bless us.
I guess I will know soon enough if any of that worked. I am tired so I really hope something happens, and soon!
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Dont ever loose hope sweetie. I know it's a LONG road and a ROUGH one at that but dont loose hope. I remember thinking the same thing at one point but I just couldn't loose hope and good thing I didn't. If you DO feel like your loosing it and cant seem to find it or continue please know that I'm only a phone call away and I'll hold on to the hope for you until you can find it again. I'm here for you girlie.
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