Communication leads to a breakthrough

Last night Babe and I decided to walk around our complex since the weather was soooo nice. It was great therapy since I usually experience depression once the time falls back and it begins to get dark sooner. I still have yet to figure that one out...but mom says it is something about the sun and melatonin. Anyway, I am glad we took the time out to do that because it was the best "bonding" that Babe and I have had in a long time.

I found out a lot of things about Babe last night. I discovered that he really wants children, maybe even more than myself. I found out that he is also frustrated that we are not making any headway with the doctor. I found out that we are very much alike and that we probably need to talk to each other more becuase if we did we would feel a lot less alone in this thing. I discovered that my sweet husband is in the EXACT same spot as I am as this (in)fertility thing is concerned. That was quite a shock for me!

I felt a lot better talking to Babe last night in the cool breeze under the night stars. I felt better knowing that I do have a shoulder to lean on. Knowing Babe will be there to hold me when I see yet another pregnant woman or when we hear that another one of our friends are pregnant. For the first time I feel like Babe and I are on the same road to parenting!