Rashes and Rationalizations

I broke out in a rash on Monday night. I don't know if it was something I ate or if it was my new body wash (which I would like to mention that I have been using since last Wednesday with no problems) but either way it sucked! I was watching Saw IV on my computer and I just started itching. I went to the bathroom and I was all broken out and red and I had swollen bumps on my legs, upper and lower back, hips...uh pretty much everywhere. I took benadryl, rubbed cortizone cream all over, and took the day off work. I feel much better.

I asked Babe if he felt like we were rushing into things with the IUI. I feel like we may be rushing God and that we should just wait on him. At the same time I know that I don't want to pretend that everything is fine when there could be a problem. I am torn really. Babe really didn't help much. He just told me to pray...Thanks honey.

I figured that we would do this appointment on Monday and if they say that everything checks out with Babe and the boys and all is well with my blood work results then we will not proceed with "Plan B"...at least for now. As hard as it will be I will try to give it a full consecutive year. Which means trying on our own until July. If the results come back subpar for either Babe or myself...well it's on to "Plan B". That is the best way to rationalize this whole ordeal.

In the meantime Babe and I will enjoy each other without the pressures of "trying" this month. I can say that only because I will basically know when I am O'ing because of the RE appt. so I can pretty much cheat this cycle. Well I am okay with that especially since I have been working so hard these past few cycles.