A More Exciting TWW...And a Less Exciting Baby Shower!

So I am in the TWW once again. I am also very excited this TWW! Why you ask? Well let me tell ya. I am excited because although I probably won't be pregnant, I will be one step closer to becoming pregnant. Because I will probably have to deal with cramps, bloating, and sore boobs but the next time I have those symptoms I could possibly be pregnant. Because AF arriving will ultimately mean that we have failed yet another cycle, however we are still one cycle closer to our BFP!

On another note: My SIL's baby shower is scheduled for February. This is terrible because A. Ummm I will be undergoing fertility treatments and B. I will be undergoing fertility treatments. This whole thing screams mental breakdown. God I can just hear everyone at the shower going, "So when are you guys going to have a baby?", "Hey where is your bump?", "Oh I'm not having anymore it is their turn" and my all time number one favorite "Are you pregnant?" Oh yeah and then there is the gift opening in which a waterfall of "oooh's and aaaah's" will commence. SIL will waddle around looking all cute and preggo and I will be running around like a slave trying to avoid all akward situations at any cost.

Has any of my IF friends noticed recently that there has been an influx of babies and preggo women at every corner? I was at Golden Corral last night and we saw two new born babies and one pregnant woman who of course had to stop by our table because my MIL and FIL are so prominent in the community. SIGH.

So AF is due on MLK day..Woopie! At least we have the day off so I can sleep all day and not worry about cramps that just won't quit. I usually get AF while I am at work or on a day I have to go to work so...crap to that! This month God decided to give me a much needed break which I wholeheartly appreciate. Thanks God....