Baby or Bust!

Unfortunately this cycle was a Bust! A failure! A complete and utter disaster! Ok that last one was a bit much but you do get my drift. I had all day cramping on Thursday which lead to spotting on Friday. I was so down and Babe was so speechless. I think he almost cried but he'd kill me if he knew I said that. Nature decided to bring me my monthly gift right on time but not without a little taunting first. You see the spotting mocked IB and was non existant on Saturday which led me to believe that maybe I was pregnant after all. But alas, as a cruel twist of nature AF arrived promptly on Sunday afternoon....witch!

So many people have asked me how I am doing and if I am okay...I feel special, I really do. The support has been tremendous. Thank You everyone. We have not decided if we will use this cycle to recoup or if we will jump right back into treatment. I am opting for the latter but Babe is fighting strong for the break. I think it was just too much for him to handle.

We have an appointment with the RE on Wednesday so I will most likely update everyone then. If we do choose to proceed then I will have my CD3 u/s done Wednesday and begin Clomid that day as well. I think I feel the need to press on and set my sights on the prize in order to keep my mind off of the disappointment of this past cycle. It's hard and it hurts but...I am strong. I know we can do this with the proper support.